Hello everyone, I will try to do these entries everyday telling bits of my life. Be respectful Why can't I speak. Every time I try to muster a word I can't. My body doesn't obey me, I hate it. Why can't I just say no? Why can't I just say what's on my mind? Why do I have to be born unable to speak up? Why can't I say how my feelings are to my friends but then just listen to them vent? Why do I feel pathetic? Why can't I talk? Why do my parents hate me? Why do I hate them? Why do I have this body? Why can't I be perfect? Just let me talk. Onyx, signing off.
