9/23/26 Hey guys... T/W: Venting, crap, caps, bad relationships All my friends have been acting so distant and pissed at me... I don't wanna act like I'm calling them horrible, cause I'm honestly not. They're amazing! I just feel horrible, mostly cuz sickness is spreading and I have anxiety and over think A LOT. I love my friends, I just don't think they like me very much anymore. I know I have changed A LOT. But I feel like me changing has changed how they see me as their friend. One of them just came back to school after being sick, and all he does is sit at lunch and doomscroll. My other friend signed up for a club and doesn't even come, after forcing me to sign up with her. She also talks bad about my passions to my face. My parents have also gotten worse. They make me want to change myself completly. And they make me feel bad about things I didn't even do. They also yell at me and be rude to me, then tell me I'm being over dramatic when I cry about it. They also take away my phone for being late to sport practice when it wasn't my fault. They also don't have an excuse for this because they don't drink. I'm also pissed at the world. That they make this world horrible and crap that I can't do anything about but really want to. And that they let parents be so horrible. I'm not saying that my parents are the worst out there, mine deffinetly aren't. They just don't understand how it is to have multiple disorders in a family of normal people. Both of my parents are also ablists and trump supporters and strict christian. When I have kids, I will NEVER be that parent to them. ~--~ Bye bye, SAGE 9/24/26 https://youtube.com/shorts/sFE0L0EBa-g?si=8FYk6Fh9Ghs8odDM My mother is never seeing me again after i move out of the house. NEVER.
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