the purest one of this world, cursed and twisted and broken oh how you shine, tainted by mind and will and voice your smile, your joy, your heart, let us wash it away so that you may forever bathe in empty divinity ₊ ࣪ ⊹ ━━━━━━ ☾ ✧ ☽ ━━━━━━ ⊹ ࣪˖ hello and welcome to my application for the third charm litter! i hope you enjoy reading through it ^_^ my apologies for how rambly it gets it some places, i've been in an absolute fugue state while writing this, so bits of it might be a bit messy or have some spelling errors ^^" forum link : https://scratch.mit.edu/discuss/topic/907643/?page=1#post-9444520 ✧ born of root and void, defiled by light and thought.. purity shattered.. let us end it now no mind to think no will to break no voice to cry suffering do not think.. do not speak.. do not hope.. do not.. ... father..? made in your image, chosen as the purest among them, raised above and named a knight.. tell me father.. was it worth the cost? no cost too great no cost.. free me HI PURE VESSEL CAT PURE VESSEL CAT PURE VESSEL CAT ALSO LACE CAT LACE CAT PURE LACE CAT GET RECKED OKAY OKAY so they're going to have two distinct stages of their life first one is one of purity, second is one of doubt at first the pure one is silent and empty, following their father's direction mindlessly, doing all they can to please him, standing silently in his reflection, heartbreakingly aware that their blank blue gaze is the only reason fey has love for them they will do whatever fey asks of them, follow his directions, raised as a knight to serve their purpose, no matter what that may be midlife crisis!! tormented with sorrow, regret and the longing for their father's love, they slowly crumble and break down, purity defiled and twisted SECOND STAGE LETSGOOOO now filled with doubt, resentment and agony, this broken soul seeks a new life maybe changes their name to lace, no longer wishing to be known by a world that promises only tragedy?? resentful towards the world and a LOT of complicated feelings for their father, not really sure what to do with any of it tbh.. - perfect posture, always stands very stiffly - a little disconcerting tbh.. acts like something that is doing its best to be a normal living being and not /quite/ succeeding - completely silent and unexpressive, communicates only through body language and tiny amounts of sign language - when not active goes into a strange state of 'dormancy' in which they stay perfectly still and don't respond to anything around them unless it directly pertains to them - ears and wing-like fur around face folds in when dormant and flares out when active - doesn't blink often - stylistic choice but eyes don't have highlights in them to make them look dead - goes through a third act breakdown at some point and is just crying constantly after that. still silent but always crying - no emotions but very kind and honorable, will always help people in whatever way they can - loves their siblings very dearly, will protect them from any harm no matter the cost - very knightly in manner - LOTS of jasmine and moth symbolism jasmine since it's a symbol of purity which is really their whole thing, moths as a symbol of change and uncertainty as they become something new and unrecognizable - straight up just pure vessel from hk with a little bit of lace thrown in shhh - sensitive to bright light, dislikes being out in the middle of the day. also dislikes complete darkness, prefers twilight - dislikes large crowds, dislikes being alone. complicated feelings about being around other people so they usually just end up alone anyway even though they hate it - strangely innocent and curious, views the world around them in a rather unusual way - longs deeply for their father's love and pride, strives desperately to achieve it - views emptiness as purity and feelings as a sin, no mind to think no will to break no voice to cry suffering and all that - pretends to be perfectly empty, secretly seething with a thousand different emotions, most of them pretty sad - views themself as a failure for not being empty enough - very susceptible to manipulation since they basically do anything they're told.. maybe important to a future arc i raise an eyebrow? - secretly really likes soft fluffy things - dislikes mushrooms/mold/rot, sees too much of their own predicament of being corrupted with feeling in the fungus - a LOT of parental issues to say the least.. like a lottt - extremely protective of their loved ones - very specific views on the stars & the night sky, sees stars as 'pure ones' and the dark sky around them as 'the hallowed ones' - super tall i imagine.. like they lowk have to look down at everyone around them (ik they're not but i can dream..) - secretly longs for any kind of affection, if you hug them they will be trying not to cry the entire time - no gender and doesn't care what terms are used for them, accepts sibling, brother, ect they aren't picky
