hope you like this!! ✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧this song is healing✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧
and I'ma vent to ya'll cuz I need it (go down) my vent time: I've never told anyone this but I'm adopted and my birth mom kept telling me that she was gonna try being around more often but she never did and all I wanted was a relationship with her. I remember crying every time I tried to call her knowing that she wouldn't answer, and knowing that she doesn't love me and that she never will. but it still hurts every time. worse than the last. and I hate that I can never truly feel loved. and I hate how much it hurts. and my birth dad all he does is talk about how I'm such a mistake and that I need to be perfect, but I've tried as hard as I can. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm scared of getting hurt by the ppl I love most bc of it.
