vent All i want right now is to feel loved by people around me and yet I was called disgusting by my mom just because I haven't cleaned my room and fixed my mattress cover I can't take much more of this And my mom LOVES double standards because when my stepdads upset we cant talk to him or bother him but i was in a mood yesterday and suddenly I can "just go be in a mood and take a shower and do the dishwasher and clean my room" Mind you I haven't gotten to cleaning my room because I can't feel any motivation to even do that Atp shes lucky I'm even still here, she better not think I'm still alive because of her because i'm still alive because of my friends she also said a while ago that I don't like my thighs yet I eat so much and she also says I bedrot too much If i'm bedrotting shouldn't you be concerned about that and see if i'm okay but noooooooooo just tell me to stop like I can do that
