Flawless Counterfeit by Digital Necrosis (Ft. Horchata (julia) ) strip me of everything human make me an adult way too early have me stuck right to a screen it’s the only way i can deal with this s**thole of a family waking up feels like a chore more than what you assign me for deal with this stupid routine every day sometimes i wish for the moment i pass away PUT A STAPLE IN MY FACE SECURE THIS FAKE SMILE WIPE AWAY MY RUST MAKE ME WORTH YOUR WHILE NONE OF ME IS RIGHT BECAUSE YOU CANT FEEL THE WAY I DO WILL YOU SEE THROUGH THE FLAWLESS COUNTERFEIT? THE DAUGHTER YOU CALL YOUR SON? If you were a constant presence you would force me to make me never miss every little joy I had. Maybe it’s just teen angst a little “boy” is gonna act that way! Really? Then why do I wanna RIP MY F*****G SKIN OUT? God I can't stand it anymore I feel it pouring through my eyes The tears of an unspoken grief The weeping of a person hid beneath MAYBE I'LL F*****G DO IT- THERES A KNIFE IN MY FACE ITS TO SECURE MY FATE RUSTED DOWN TO BONE NO LONGER WORTH THE CARE I CAN NEVER BE RIGHT BECAUSE I TOOK THE LAST PIECE YOU CAN CONTROL THIS FLAWLESS COUNTERFEIT NO LONGER YOUR CHILD Fine, I’ll calm down family is the most important thing after all. Set aside our differences! Keep it all bottled up. A double-edged sword you brandish you pierce my heart but I’m still livin’. In spite of you not because of you you’re the very poison that FILLS MY VEINS! Make me perform my simple existence be the boulder and I’m Sisyphus. Cause my wounds, physically and mentally prevent me the number that ends with 8 and STARTS WITH 9! RIP APART MY FACE SECURE MY F*****G DEATH BRING ME DOWN INTO HELL MAKE ME PART OF HIS PORTFOLIO OF TORTURE NOW YOUVE DONE THE WORSE TO ME WHAT ELSE COULD BE LEFT FOR YOU? IM A COUNTERFEIT, FLAWED AND BROKEN NOTHING FOR YOU TO EVEN SCOFF AT now look at what you've done i smile down on you from my rope stitched face barely held together my body shudders one last time no one will see in my mind forevermore
