I'm tired. I want to be done with all of this, but alas, I cannot. I cannot express how tired I am with all this crap I'm in, both online and offline. Let my feelings rest please. Please, just please, let me rest. I'm not sure what to do these days, I kind of just eat sleep and play video games. In fact, I'm failing school right now because I'm sleeping in class. Even when I get good sleep, lets say I fall asleep at 8 PM (I go to school at 5 AM), I'm still tired as crap. I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe I'm meant to fail school, most people there already hate me anyways. And then on scratch, 'that' person wants me banned because they're just a petty child that cannot accept that confrontation over that false report, 6 million years of evolution for this btw (Firearms are mere objects that only turn into a weapon when a person has one). And then, a bunch of crap on the purple chord talking app, just really crippled my mental state, I'd prefer to not say what it is, but if you're in my server you probably already know what it was. AND THEN, there's something that I can't get out of my head that happened near the end of summer break, and I genuinely don't want to see my dad again, ever. Overall, I'm done. I'm done with all of this, I don't want any more pain. I tried to ask for help from my dad, and I was dismissed, told I was 'lying' and feelings spat on. I tried to help myself, but I can't think of anything else after all of this. I'm tired. I'm so, so tired. I genuinely can't get help. The only thing I know now is happiness is a poison that's sweet in the moment but backstabs you later on. ..no, I'm not gonna do that 'oof' I'm just really done with all of this.
