Ok.. here's a long paragraph with barely any context: I genuinely WANT to leave s-pop and scratch in general. (OMG- NO HATE AT ALL ON ANYONE. THIS IS ONLY.. I REPEAT-ONLYYY BASED OFF OF MY EDUCATION (school), DANCE (I do comp and this year I have 8 dances), AND MENTAL HEALTH IN GENERAL. NOT BECAUSE OF THE COMMUNITY<3) I want to do better in school, dance, and just live my life to it's full potential so I don't regret ANYTHING. (even though I already do regret SOOO many of my life decisions) I truly want to stop doing s-pop because in a way it is SOOOO addicting and it is truly hard to stop. Scratch and s-pop has been apart of me for the past few years now. (HUGEE lore drop in my upcoming projects about that part) and it's just hard to let it go. There were times I wish I would've just stopped worrying about everything I have to do on this website and live my life the way it WAS. And I also really wish I would've studied more for SO SO SO SO many things in school... And I should seriously stop going back and forth between leaving and not :( In conclusion, I will be active on this website. But I WILL be ia most of the time to focus on my IRL life. At one point in THIS school year, I will OFFICIALLY leave. (idk when.. T^T) And there is no doubt that I will TRYYY to do lines. It hurts me to see so many of my lines *overdue* or *due in 1 day*. But I seriously don't have enough time anymore :(( If you ACTUALLY read all of that, you are seriously awesome<3 MUAH, Zoe
