hey, its me again. over these couple of months i really havent got much of anything done. i mostly lost motivation to do really anything at all, and that includes my side hobby of these projects. i guess ive just been reflecting on things. my life. my work. my future, or lack there of. the world itself. life doesnt really feel like its been getting any shorter, these days keep dragging on and on and on. ive also been looking back on my connections with people. with those close to me in real life. i guess ive just sort of lost really any drive to do anything but keep grades up. the most ive really picked up is poetry, but thats really just for myself. for games i started playing tekken eight, and yoshimitsu has been pretty fun, but i only really play that when i visit my cousins. i still havent gotten my computer fixed at all, as ive mostly just been laying in bed all day instead of moving my files over to get it checked up. constantly looking in the eye of the world hasnt really helped either. news after news just drains a lot from me, and i really dont see it getting much better anytime soon at this rate. if youre older and keep up with the current state of anything im sure you can figure out why i feel like this. thats really all. sorry for being depressing this time. image from Kamiina Botan, Yoeru Sugata wa Yuri no Hana, yuri anime about alcohol so kids dont watch it or something see you all sometime in the future. maybe ill try to push out a project for halloween or something.
