have you heard of nick he is quite the scamp when it comes to serving face and visions he's the champ the racetrack's near his home he has quite a few friends he has premonitions and the trauma never ends then he goes to school lori packed his lunch it's literally just coffee still he eats it, munch munch munch nick sits down in class today it's a test he gets all the questions right because nick is the best and then nick meets me because i am there i look quite like him but i'm taller with wavy hair i become his friend he thinks i am smart we go home from school and i have a pillow fort we play minecraft and halo on xbox and we order pizza and drink lots of fizzy drinks then we go to bed we're in the same bed i don't mind that much because i trust nick, he's my friend i can feel his breath why do i feel warm? i feel something i don't think i've ever felt before... the next day at school nick and i don't talk i don't even see him on the normal route he walks i give him a wave his smile turns to a frown suddenly my heart feels cold and dead and sad and brown after just a month nick has moved away my pillows still smell like him what happened on that day? now i'm twenty-five i live with my girl not sure what i feel towards her i think i hate this world now my work's the cafe i miss him, don't know why sometimes i pretend my girlfriend's nick i might be bi
