Idk if this is a rant or something else, I don't actually fully know what a rant is, but anyways. I'm thinking about doing something really bad to myself that Scratch probably wouldn't let me say, I feel like I'm a disappointment and a disgrace, and I can't really do anything without getting in trouble, I can't even cry. I think my family's lives would be better without me. But I'm not fully sure if I want to do it. Take this as a early goodbye if I decide to do it.