I work hard I succeed They're proud of me The second I fail... The one mistake... They're on to me ... Guilt Stress Dedication? Try? Earn their pride Make them proud Feel... Stressed? Why perfection? It's too much... Work Stressful One mistake One error Big or Small Guilt Why am I Impulsive? Can't shake it off Always on the edge of my mind Why? Why did I do that? What was I thinking? It's my fault, really I should have done Something... Differently. If I could just... Turn back time And fix That one Mistake
I'm just really stressed out right now, I'm not m3nt@11y i11 or anything, its just real life mishaps. I know, I'm being melodramatic, using this as a vent, but it feels better to sort of, how do I make this make sense, put the weight down somewhere else? Edit: I'm OK now, just intrusive thoughts alright?
