in my free time trying to find something that actually makes me feel good seems impossible because -gro is watching everything I do on Fandom and is likely to create another sockpuppet or accuse me of death threats -I've listened to the music I like so much that it doesn't really change my mood -the games I have are difficult, or Minecraft, which is only fun to me with friends (Iron and Zirconium), who probably aren't up right now -coding, animation, and art can be very frustrating -trying to talk to a Scratch user these days is like trying to go up a ladder with a piece of glass in one hand and an anvil in the other