this art was made on my super embarrassing account. only one of my friends know a lot about it. my other friends wanted me to post it on my main account so here you go. but PLEASE do not attempt to search my alt account up. it's seriously embarrassing and if anyone finds out about it, guess what? hate comments to my main account. my friends saw this art and said they wanted to see it. One of my friends pointed out that i was using a new account and tried to read it out to search it. i felt offended that they attempted to search up the secret account despite me continuously telling them that i didn't want them to and to stop. they ignored my wants and boundaries to keep my account secret. i was lucky they didn't know how to spell the account name. I felt like they didn't care about what I wanted for my own sake and feelings. i hope they don't do that in the future. because i felt really exposed, and that account is the only place where i feel like i can really be my true self. if you see the same art like the one in the project, it's most likely mine. don't leak and accuse. please. it's serious. i hope they don't do that in the future again, and successfully leak it. i forgave them already. but if they do that again i'll unfriend them, and i will never trust even sitting next to them again. i'm wary of them now. do not ask for the accounts of the offenders. don't look at my followers and start interrogating. i don't trust anyone with their accounts, and i don't want people to harass my friends, despite how much they hurt me. i can't risk saying on that alt account what happened, so i'll keep it secret for now. but if it blows up, fine i'll do it. if only there was a mode where you could only make the project accessible to no followers and public only... i feel like i want to cry myself to sleep from writing and experiencing this. don't ask me what's wrong at school or if im feeling okay. don't comfort me excessively or say overly nice things. don't ask questions or pry about it. don't apologise over and over and don't try to make up for what you did. i'm fine without. hope you guys this soon. bye. P.S. 18/9 AEST. My friends (as expected) are trying to make me forgive them despite me saying not to try to apologise over and over. I already said I forgave them here, didn't I? I wish they'd read properly, use their brain and just stop making a big deal out of it. love y'all, really. I'm being inactive for a bit. have a good day/noon/night.
