rbruru I feel so guilty lowk. h. i js wnna say I'm srry 2 everyone who was or I s my friend (..?) I feel like I'm not giving enough attention 2 them =and I've been so distant, bc school is so much bru, and its like not that deep into the year yet>?? I keep forgetting my homework and my mom gets mad lol. . I have a headache and feel like rlly sick rn. and the bus comes so earlyyy???? it used to be like later last year :\\. I kinda gotta c in one of my maths already >o<........:000.:)). also what's crazy is that 2day I had a sub and like I heard sum of my classmates gossiping and apparebnly..... (brace for it,,,pls... ) she already got banned once and sumhow got in again? apparently it was this year (from what one of the people on my bus said) that that same same sub who subbed my class lowk called one of the students in our grade autistic...(??) and he is I think, but its js rude to actually call it out. another thing is shes apparently done sm bad things, and she also asked a student where her parents lived!??? like that student must've don smthing wrong ;-; but one of my classmates told the teacher and they said they were gonna report them, but at dismissal a group went to the office to tell on the sub lol. they told the sub to meet them at the office when the students were gone, and BOY she was highly suspicious, and I think she lowk knew what the group did... but anyways back to my self problems, I js feeel like rude ?? I also want to give y'all attention and stuff that maybe I keep thinking, maybe if I do this we wont grow apart and our friendship ain't gon fall off but lucky me it did. :ppppppppppp IM SO REEKING NAUSOUS RNNN. o really wanna be friends with y'all again (iykwyr) and I'm extremely sorry if I don't seem seriousss. I don't. I do not seem serious do I? I'm guilty I think guilty I feel guilty and night? NIGHT I AM SO FREAKING AWARE OF MY SINS AND SHI. HOLY, but anyways. thumbs up I'm going to sleep I feel horrible. bye
