yeah tbh You act like people you’re around Or at least, that’s what I’ve been taught And I thought that maybe by now I’d get over it but man, i’m not. Best friends refer to two And that was never me and you Even at our closest I was at my lowest So I wasn’t even really there I never got to braid your hair And I don’t really have a therapist So the voices in my head tell me Pick it up, she never even liked you You never meant anything You’re just a speck of dust swept under the rug But the voices make the deepest -- So maybe it’s not true Maybe she cared and just couldn’t show it Cause remember who was there for you at your worst Then the bubble burst cause it wasn’t her. Labels are useless because they’re really basic But if i had to give one it’d be “my biggest critic” Next to talking to myself you look like something from hell ----- But all I wanted was to know some kind of love It’s really ----- and it hurts so I’ll just twist it Into something easy to rhyme with Best friends refer to two And that was never me and you Even at our closest I was at my lowest So I wasn’t even really there I never got to braid your hair And I don’t really have a therapist So the voices in my head tell me Pick it up, she never even liked you You never meant anything You’re just a speck of dust swept under the rug But the voices make the deepest cut So maybe it’s not true Maybe she cared and just couldn’t show it But if i gave her the opportunity to come back into my life She’d definitely blow it Sharing isn’t caring when it’s just --- -- isn’t glossing if we stopped talking And I’m still gonna sit back in bed Pissed off at things I never said Things told to me by the voices in my head like “Pick it up, she never even liked you” I definitely believe it’s true “You never meant anything” Well, I wasn’t about to buy a ring! What’s gone is gone, and I won’t cry Because she wasn’t here when I needed someone most So yeah, I’m bitter.
