YOU. anyway I'm bored and thinking about coding here. I know ppl are gonna be mad or whatever, my faith has NOT changed, and after thinking about some things, I don't agree with how I left. Like... At all. It felt like abandoning everyone and going "WELP OH WELL BYEEEEEE SEE YA SEE YA BYE BYE BYE TEEHEE BUH BYE :3" and I completely understand if I get backlash. It's well-deserved at this point. Onto the main course, I've been really bored at home and in class when I'm finished with my work, so I was thinking about making actual coding projects... Or making more horror audio. I have changed, mind you, and my stuff isn't as... Y'know. Barfy and wet, lol, but still spooky. I still have an obsession with spectrograms and hidden messages, so I'll mainly be focusing on those. Not all messages will be scary, and I'm not always going to use Morse. I figured out how to reverse audio! YAYAYAYAYAY! X3 I might even make some songs using Soundtrap and Google Chrome Labs once I figure out how to actually use them in a way that doesn't have me throwing a tantrum because of how clunky they are on both phone AND computer. But hey, they're free, and I'm not about to start subscribing to any services any time soon. My mental health has been a LOT better since I'm not shrinking into my shell and I'm making friends irl (who SCARE ME PLEASE HELP) and am finding out what *I* like to do and who *I* want to be! No more "we" or mental breakdowns (hopefully), and I hope you guys can come and get to know who I am as a person. Like... The REAL me that I'm discovering.
There's no music BY THE WAY BY THE WAY BY THE WAYYYYYY I still love you guys, you nuggets :3 I still won't be active all the time 'cause... School. :P Once I graduate, I should be on either a lot more due to free time or a lot less due to college hunting and whatever. OOOOH I FORGOT TO ADD THIS AND AM ADDING IT AFTER I'M TRYING OKAY I've been figuring out how to use Kleki! :D Super excited, the lasso fill is a LIFE SAVER LET ME TELL YOUUUUUU I suck at outlines and shading SO BAD so I might be posting some silly terrible art here, too :3 I GOT MY PERMIT BTW :3 and have not been driving because it's terrifying over here in hillbilly redneck land and people have zero regards for traffic laws and make me fear for my life every time I simply go outside, not even close to the road, because these people are CRAZY
