(TW: topics similar to sh) Hi guys. I really didn't want to do this again, but over the course of a few weeks I've noticed my mental health has reached critical levels. I did take a temporary break during Christmas time to late January, as I was moving and had a lot of stress happening (I was also deathly sick), and in early June to around Independece day, I also took a break. Though this is worse than that. I'm not trying to beg for attention or anything, but its gotten really bad. (I repeat, TW) A few weeks ago, I would've jumped off my ro0f, but I couldn't open the stupid window. I was trying to be happier with myself, though that got scrapped due to my family. (They wouldn't care anyway.) Enough about that, what I came here to say, is I'm taking ANOTHER hiatus. I severely apologize. I originally wanted to go again late July, so I could focus on my friends and personal life. I didn't because as I just typed, I just got off of one early July. So then I planned to try my best atleast until December. That did not work out. I've actually been trying my best to be happier though! I always loved how I felt during April, January, December, and last September. This sounds weird (it is) but I've been trying to get back in that headspace. I wasn't entirely happy, but I was content. That was amazing. Though, I want all of you to know this isn't entirely my choice. My parents are really unsupportive when it comes to this (my mom called me lazy 9 times, yes I counted, yesterday, when she knows I do dance practice atleast 1-4 hours a day. She said it because I didn't do my chores. Once.) And I can't say how I feel because here's what will happen: 1. more arguing (I almost fainted multiple times so I don't think I need that) 2. Getting hit (nobody needs that) 3. "Back in my day-" YEAH OKAY BUT IT ISNT THE 1730S ANYMORE. So yeah. Also, I need to focus on my grades. One of my subjects has dropped to a 90% already, I haven't even started school a month ago. When I do come back, I plan to stay back for as long as I can. I apologize, and I will fully focus on my recovery. Thank you
hiatus list December 20th 2025 - January 22nd 2026 June 9th 2026 - July 5th 2026 September 16th 2026 - ?????? ???? ???? um there's a good bit of reading...
