life sucks. okay so recently my mental health has declined a LOT. today my friend asked me "how good/bad is your mental health?" and I had to stop and think before saying "bad. like a rotten apple core bad." guys I don't like my life. I have been having really bad thoughts. one were I was walking up some stairs then I looked over the railing and thought "I would d*e if I fell/jumped from here" and my intrusive thoughts said "well why don't you go see if your right?" my life is horribe and so far the only way I have been expressing it is through some of my drawings and songs I listen to so yeah inside the project is some drawings I did but beware lots of blood and self hate um if you want to listen to my music search up SoundCloud and then in SoundCloud search up BROKENTAIL11 then yeah i'm the top one
