just pls watch this its an amazing analysis of sayaka https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_aeoDgn-DQ this is like my first KIN kin like SUPER KIN idk what to call it someone tell me like in every way she is so me. i dont mean that in the normal over repeated term like we THINK THE SAME like the unhealthy and idolization of a person we see that has a "higher" moral ground in the fake world of fake principles that we made up and criticizing anyone who does not follow them including ourselves leading to permanent scars of self hatred and guilt of doing something wrong even though you've just lost the whole plot and it was never grounded in reality and you are basing yourself on a made up obviously corrupted and unachievable standard????? eye looking emoji and lots lots lots more.. her one sided crush and her dedication to show him that she is a good candidate for him by fitting her interests to his to seem more likeable ( or she could've still liked those things, but obviously over dramatizing it to impress him) and just the self sacrafice she gives to him just to never get what she wants while having to live with the fact that she did so much for him. she wants to be jealous and personally hurt that she didn't get to be with him in the end BUT THAT GOES AGAINST HER MORAL RULES OF MAGICAL GIRL SO SHE STUFFS IT DOWN BECAUSE IT WOULD BE A MORAL FAILURE. like that "why are you always so nice to me..? I dont deserve to have a friend like you" "I'm already dead, I'm a zombie!"scene OMGGGGG and just her "what if" thinking taking over her view of the real world omg here is that omgg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkjhNwrPLik&list=PLNj6fbAo5FTA&index=1 I'm miss world!!!!!!!!!!!!
