Someone have an idea as to what the hell is happening to me? Symptoms of Weird Stuff: -Near the end of the last school year, I realized I was becoming slightly apathetic. I mean apathetic in the sense that things that should be exciting to me just weren't anymore. It was mild when it started, but it got worse until the end of the year and went stationary over the summer. Now, it's at its worst: barely anything excites me or makes me happy anymore. -I am usually a lazy person. I got a bit better with my laziness near the end of the summer and it's been okay so far. Now though, all of a sudden, I have nearly no motivation to do anything at all. -I don't think I have OCD, but I get stressed when things aren't organized. Sometimes over the summer, I got this thought that I wished my thoughts were organized too. I wish my thoughts were organized. -I genuinely need at least 20 hugs from my mama (yes, I'm just a bebe :>) every day to survive. I still feel constantly, mildly sad. -I've been having constant, mild brain fog for the past week and I don't know when it's going to stop. I'm learning in school mostly okay, but it's interfering with Math and History. -I have a unique dilemma. I'm usually busy with school, extracurriculars, and violin, but I still get free time over the weekend. Now, I genuinely don't know what to do with my time. Probably everyone's been like, "what should I even do right now?" Over the summer, I made a dopamine menu. It's basically a list of activities organized by time and specialty in a cute menu format. One weekend, when I looked through it, nothing looked fun. Nothing. So, yeah. Please excuse me, because my update schedule is going to be crap for a while.
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