I don't think people have made projects about this before but, for me, I want to talk about cause it's making me feel really uncertain. So, in just 3 months, I'll be turning 18 on my birthday and......that's a massive change for me. Sure there's alot of new benefits that come with it, heck I don't think I'll have to worry about my parents trying to ban me from here. (I wouldn't test that theory though for......good measure) But.....because of that and due to recent events......I started to become really uncomfortable about the fact I'm going to be an adult here now and.....It's giving me an existential crisis. Why you may ask? Well.....I know that I'm probably going to be treated differently here in some regards and, worst of all for me.....friendships......might change.....or even end.... I've already begun to see how that could play out when.....I almost lost one of my closest friends because.....I was about to form a big age gap....After that moment I became really nervous and.....after other signs began to pop up....It really made me second guess the whole idea of turning 18..... Sure, I'll still act the same as I always do.....but I don't really think that's going to change anything which.....is kinda sad really...... So....what should I even do? I can't even bring this kind of stuff to my parents anymore after that stupid night...(Only because I don't want them to remember that night) I know this might have been one of the more.....odd or unique vents to have ever been talked about here on the site but......it's effecting me enough to make a project about it so.....you all can see it so....that'll be all from me. I'm sure things will get better but.....I don't really know about that for now.....
