so, as seen in the thumbnail, C-toons has asked me why I don't dye my hair IRL. Truth is complicated. (oh yeah that's the main thing with the redesign besides making the hoodie a bit bigger. don't pay it too much mind.) see, there's kinda three reasons: 1. I'm broke. if I could afford the dye, I might just do it. I gotta do something with this hair! I haven't had a haircut in half a year, and i'm a big fan of my wooly helmet. I want to get it styled and maybe trimmed a little bit, and maybe dyed. I'd definitely go for punk rock pink or for a deep purple. 2. My parents don't really approve. they're pretty big fans of a certain organization, and while i'm sure they'd let me do it if they weren't, they are, so I can't. 3. this one hurts to admit. But it's for religious reasons. I belong to a church that doesn't really support people like me. i'm not just talking about the hair thing, either. i'd probably become scandal of the year if I dyed my hair pink or if I came out. gosh, it's hard to say it, even here in a place where I've already technically come out. if you don't know what i'm referring to, just go watch my "ordinary" animatic and Google the meaning of the flag that shows there for a moment. I mean, I don't think Jesus would have anything to say about it if I wore my hair pink. but it's not really Jesus i'm worried about. in real life i'm a mess. but on the internet, if people decide to be bigots, then there are infinitely more good, fun, accepting people who can be summoned to fight for anyone and everyone. I can just say, "this is who I am" and that's what everyone sees me as. i'm gonna leave everything here. I'd love to wish y'all a good night, but for me it's technically morning, and saying g'mornin at 12 am is... wrong somehow. so uh BYE
