Hey guys!!! So, I wanted to say why I made this project first I'm going through a lot right now. And when I first heard this song 2 years ago, I was going through a lot then too and it helped me through those times. But I was younger then I wasn't even a teen yet, I wasn't even going through puberty fully, but now I am I'm a literal teenager, going through puberty still, while going through a lot of hardships in my life. Back then this song helped me so much, I cried listening to this song so many times. So, so many times, like I can't even explain how much this song means to me, it one of my all time favorite songs from Tomorrow X Together. That's also why I haven't been on Scratch lately or for the past few months because I just didn't have the ability to or the motivation to even make anything, there's so many ideas I have, I want to do, but I just can't. I have so many friends on here that I leave over and over from without saying anything, one friend in particular goes through a lot, she has severe depression and I hurt her a lot by not being there for her, we were in a relationship and I left her because I was going through things not thinking about how it would make her feel. I've hurt many people even though I had good intentions at heart I still ending up hurting them. And I know, I know what your going to say "Why are you telling us your sob story on scratch?" Well because truthfully, I have no one to talk to! No one that will actually listen and not but me off every time I try to speak. I've screwed up so much in my life last May I really messed my life up, I did something really stupid at school for someone, and ended up getting expelled for it. Yup, you read that right! Expelled, but I'm the only one who was punished for it! The other person who I did it for and who also is the one who hurt me didn't get any consequences! A good example of life's not fair! And I ended up having to pay for what I did. Which at this point in time I still am. I'm currently in a different school and I get out of this school one the 6th. Then I'm able to go back to the school I was at previously or just change schools in general. And that's another reason why I wasn't on Scratch! That happened, my family wouldn't speak to me for a whole month, I wouldn't speak to them, I was always in my head, thinking how badly I messed my life up, but the one thing I will say that's good that came out of that, I've matured, and I mean like I've matured A LOT from that, also coming with getting older but I did mature. With that, I got better, I was doing better, until the day before my birthday and the days after my birthday were really terrible. I was accused of doing something I didn't and I honestly didn't care to try to clear things up, well I tried twice, wasn't believed, so gave up, I got punished and I was frustrated and literally OVER EVERYTHING! So, I did something to myself that resulted in the police getting called 3 days later when they found out. And that's when I met 3 officers who our now my mentors. That was a blessing all in itself, for the sake of her privacy I'm calling her Ms. T. But me and Ms. T started to bond she became my mentor showed me that there was more to life then getting in trouble, I met her family, her kids, we did things together went places. But I got in trouble and I wasn't allowed to talk to her for 1 month, then she convinced my parents to take me off punishment. Then 2 days later, I messed up and now I can't talk to her for 2 months! And the week this happened, I really was going through it, the principal called me a compulsive liar instead of trying to at least listen to what I had to say instead of shutting me down and cutting me off every time I tried to explain. And my parents believed him, they told Ms. T about it and she told my mom she didn't know what to do with me. Then, I'm called a liar the day after that happened, then called a liar the day after that!! Like, that whole week I was called a liar, not given the opportunity to explain myself and it was heavily irritating. But I moved forward, improved and forgave everything that happened. Just for this past weekend to be the worst ever. Saturday was okay until my step dad something he wasn't supposed to do that my mom made clear she doesn't like, I told her then she asked me if I wanted her to talk to him about it and I said yes. Then, he gets passive aggressive with me, says a lot of things that really irked me and hurt like heck. That Sunday, September 13th, Choi Yeonjuns birthday! One of my favorite idols, my ult bias in TXT, the person I adore and who makes me happy whenever he's happy and smiles, etc. I promised I would have a great day for him, for the sake of his birthday, to be happy. And I was until it got completely shattered at 5-6PM that day. And that's the worst part of what happened that weekend. This is getting to long, so I'm sorry for dumping all my problems on u guys! More happened but Im not writing it all here!!
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