★hi I'm ash★ chatrooom

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thanks to @NiVillain for the banner! names Ash (right now) I'm 10 yo I'm bisexual now I'm gender-fluid? Maybe? Idk what to tell ppl anymore when they ask my gender I’m so lost my dads emotionally abusive my dance teacher who was like a mom/aunt (more than my real mom) is ignoring me I'm generally depressed for no reason I hate myself I have no friends (that aren’t online) I cling onto fictional characters and claim them as freinds because I have none in real life don't give me pity I don't want it nor need it and I don't need help (except from an official therapist that can bring my sanity back (jk I'm not actually insane don't worry)) I make bracelets (KANDI) people tease me for being a geek I like science I like PJO/HoO/ToA my fav character is Nico, I can relate to a lot of his thoughts... My second is Piper or Annabeth I think my third would be Hazel or Meg WoF is ok fav's sundew sunlow forever and solangelo all da gay ships canon or not and frazel I’m GT too I have rlly bad anxiety I speak English and am learning ASL. And I know like ‘eat cheese’ in Italian (manga formaggio) long story okii Oh and Hamilton 4 Eva Also ‘SANTA FE’ (newsiessss) Oh I have an eating disorder, as in I don’t eat enough I’m going through puberty which sucks Umm my bdays March 14th.. so I’m a young 5th grader? I love the farseer trilogy and my favorite character is The Fool and OMGosh why cant him and Fitz just get together? They literally touch brows and call each other beloved?? Also Fitz real name Keppet means beloved which is the fools name.. it’s so darling (I’ve read the first trilogy and the tawny man trilogy… don’t ask me why I was allowed that’s what happens when you have weird parents who don’t let you read the sun and the star but then let you read a veryyy intense book) I made an edit about it it’s sooo funny it’s tonthe song platonic best friend by bug hunter I made it on procreate dreams I’ll release it on here soon I play ukulele, originals and covers, Conan gray, AJR and Green Day are awesome I’m an atheist so pls not preaching to me about god it’s like if i was preaching to you about the great big lemon in the sky who loves you I have a giant fear of storms (anxiety… yayy) I can be pretty sarcastic sometimes My family gets annoyed at me literally 24/7 and it’s so frustrating (except my sister) I think that’s all I want to say This chatroom description got updated since it was pretty old Bye Ari XD Anyways yeah this is a chatroom so chat Update: sorry the old version of this got taken down for a day and I had to repost it. It said it was for saftey issues…..but the only thing I added was that I’m bisexual instead of lesbian now and that I like the farseer trilogy and am GT. So I really have no idea why it got taken down but whatever do ya thing scratch