letters you will never get - butterfly and curl

Instructions

All rewritten Death rps for my past Generations characters. In order of life. tw for a lot of things okay. caps To cut down on my silhouette, my favorite foods are smoke and hearts, My leftover frets forget stiletto-self vendettas. [ Dear Fritillarystar. I don't really know how to write these letters. I haven't seen you in moons, but I've been wandering. I miss you though. I watched you from just over your shoulder as you grew older and i didn't. Do you remember that first dream I sent to you? We played cat and fox, and I didn't tell you where I went in truth I don't know where I am. In between..everywhere?It's hard to tell. My paws have long since lost their color since that fight. I don't think anyone is down there to remember me anymore. or remember you. but i'm still here. and you're not. I miss you but do you miss me? you became leader! I watched it happen I was there for your ceremony where you got your lives but they said I couldn't give you one I was too young to know the true meaning or something like that. but that's not why i'm writing to you, is it? i don't really remember much, but you deserve to know … I snuck out that night. Wanted to have a fun time! Metamorphosiskit did it, why couldn't I? she had so many cool stories from being out of camp, and heatherstar wasn't going to stop me! everyone was asleep. no one heard me. .. I ran away that night, ran so far. I saw so many things I saw an owl a badger den this huge rock formation that was shaped like a heart that was.. it was red when I opened my eyes again. the small little rock. I'm not entirely sure when I was attacked but I think a fox was hungry I know she was she had a kit of her own. so I think it was alright. I trailed after her, right? I wanted to see where she led, but I couldn't move much. my legs wouldn't lift my head hurt it was hard to see but then, I closed them! and it was so much better. I opened my eyes and there you were! I was fine! and we played and you got a ceremony. and I didnt i wandered i stayed behind. With many hopes and much love, Butterflykit of Mossclan. ] While my cracking backbone lacks but backs up my false starts all nightmares startas dreams and I hear my subconscious screaming [ Dear Greengaze, why did we leave that day? why did you bring me with you? I loved love you. I wanted want to grow old with you. I wish I .. wish. That badger you knew it would be there. you knew i'd stay. you KNEW i'd watch you fight it. YOU KNEW I'D STAY WITH YOU SO WHY DIDN'T YOU LET ME? WHY DID YOU PUT ME IN THAT TREE WHY GREENGAZE I TRUSTED YOU I LOVED YOU BUT YOU LEFT ME TO WATCH YOU DIE IN HOPES TO GET BACK AT ME FOR WHAT, GREENGAZE? [ the rest of the letter is torn, but faint markings can make out Curlfur. ]