If you see me in school tmr with bloodshot eyes its prby because I cried all night I remember the big blue sky... I remember bringing my sister to my neighbours house... I remember the table you were set on... I remember your motionless body... I remember my endless tears... I remember your soft, cold, fur... I remember leaving you... 5 years ago... I remember saying goodbye...for the very... last... time.... I'm sorry I wasn't there, my friend. I'm sorry I wasn't there... for your last few minutes </3
I can't breathe.... Oh god I feel so lightheaded... Sufjan Stevens - Fourth Of July
