i i dont know… everyone on this site (or most) hate me for something i did that was stupid. i, i dont feel much motivation, but this is one of my favorite sites. i might take a hiatus, i dunno. im sorry @tinytansy, i know you dont like me or something, and im not really sure if i did anything wrong. sorry @rosebeans, and yeah. this site is also full of little kids who dont know what they are doing, and they cannot understand how someone hurt others. my main goal was to hit 1k lol, but i dont consider myself well known at all, so i dont think people who ‘look up to me’ actually do. i was invited to dreamies studio, but am i really anyones dreamie? i thought of followers as people who liked me, but probably not lol. also, the pure pressure of everyone succeeding while im left behind hurts, but this just sounds selfish, especially as i should be happy for their success, not comparing. lastly, sometimes i feel depressed, my parents are strict, all my friends are popular irl or online, and in general, my art sucks. sorry everyone, and im sorry for sometimes acting parasocial and weird.
shoutout to @jjpinger and @dawnbreeze525 and @squirrelstar_16 and @louise_ll and all my friends im getting all my map parts done
