I am releasing this official statement to address everything that has happened recently, and to genuinely apologize for my part in this entire situation. This conflict has escalated to a point that is incredibly overwhelming, and it has honestly felt like reliving a massive nightmare from my past. For the sake of my own mental health and well-being, I am officially stepping away from this situation completely. First and foremost, I want to deeply and sincerely apologize to Simon, Koh, and all of the spop managers. I am truly sorry for the accusations I made and for the things I said against the management team. I was acting out of intense emotion, and I recognize that lash outs and driving a wedge into the community was entirely wrong of me. My intention was never to cause this much hurt or disruptions, and I am very sorry for undermining the space you work to maintain. I also want to extend my apologies to Kyo, and to absolutely anyone else in the community who was hurt, stressed, or impacted by my actions and words during this mess. I tried to handle things in a way that I thought was mature or right, but I realize now that I only added fuel to a fire that has hurt people I care about, and I feel terrible for betraying the trust of my friends. I am the first to admit that I am not a perfect person, and I make mistakes. Writing this is incredibly difficult and emotional for me, but it is important to take accountability so everyone can move forward. I want nothing but peace for the spop community, the managers, and my friends, but I cannot continue to participate in this argument or relive this stress for another second. Thank you for reading, and I wish everyone the best.
if you don't believe i'm sorry idk what to tell you.
