ik this might not seem like a big deal to alot of ppl and it isnt rly now but at the time it felt like a big deal but now it js pmo so bad so yeah basically there was a phase where one of the frnds in our group of 3 was angry at me and the frnd lets call her e sided w the angry friend C and i was all alone lowk makes me sound like i have no frns but none of my other skl frns are in my classes sooo they would purposely leave me out by whispering or like posting stories that consist of 'hanging out with my best other half' or some sh and she would fkcnig send them to me like i didnt ask....and they would like just completely ignore me etc and the angry frnd c then made up w me after a few weeks but e kept on being angry at me and she is STILL angry at me an like talks supe dry and annoyed to just me she gen gets annoyed at me for the most random as things like she was like oh my god imagine wearing short shorts stop tryna act cool then pantsed me ;_; then wore freaking micro shorts the next day. anway c told me that e is always asking ppl what their biggest ick about me is and e's is apparently that i cry when they go somewhere w/o me first ... holy cap im not a fkcing primary student and anyway even if someone was doing that kinda thing like so what how is that an ick?? plus i just know she would do the same thing bc she was crying abt feeling a bit left out and we werent even excluding her she just wasnt getting constant attention for 10 minutes like ofc i get she might be going thru smth but if you know what it feels like why mock someone going thru the same thing but literally worse like being left out for a bit is not as deep as being purposely excluded and ur frns being angry at u and that kinda leads on to the thing that pmo the most whic is she automatically thinks that i only cry at skl when im left out or smth ive cried like 3-4 times but i mean she doesnt know why im crying like she'd ever ask and she literally knows her excluding me etc is upsetting me but like theres other stuff going on too and she doesnt know which pmo ALSO she reposted this tiktok that was saying stuff like if ur friend seems upset or is crying its obvious to at least check up on them and posts abt how she feels like the second option frnd like HELLO? shes the one whos saying her ick abt me is that i cry wth also like i cant js not cry womp womp sorry you dont like your friend having feelings CRY ABT IT. and she literally says to my face that she doesnt like hanging out w me, that im boring, that ___is better than me, that she'd rather be with _ but she has to be w me im not forcing u to be w me .... but anyway c told me that when i was alone and they were agaisnt me and leaving me out multiple ppl would say to e 'hey r u guys like being mean to (me) or smth cs she seems kinda sick and sad and shes been crying lowk' and e would say to them oh shes been really rude to us and shes just a crybaby. girl thats just so opinionated and im not mean to them i literally try so hard to be nice when there being rude. AND she said that to the person i like and she knows i like him and she does too and its giving jealousy ngl also shes kinda js a toxic frnd in general she makes jokes abt my biggest insecurities and she knows theyre my biggest insecurities, she backtalks abt ppl SO MUCH, shes always saying all this bad stuff abt her frnds to get her other frnds to like them less whenever her frns start hanging out w her other frns and honestly so much more but i cat even think of anything ;_; edit apparently shes been saying to other ppl that im weird aswell and also shes always talking abt plans w c in front of me like c wanna do this tt dance w me or oh we shld have a sleepover sometime and the thing is she'll only talk abt plans in front of me like you tryna make me feel jealous or smt cs i js think its pathetic tbh lolll also sorry if i sound like im being rude towards e im js pissed at her
