I CANT EFFING TAKE IT ANYMORE. OF COURSE ITS ME. ITS ALWAYS ME. HOW DO PEOPLE STILL LIKE ME? OH WAIT, THEY DONT. I GIVE UP ON TRYING. MY MOM SAID SHE’LL GIVE ME MORE FREEDOM ON MY PHONE, WHEN REALLY SHE JUST ADDED MORE PARENTAL CONTROLS MAKING ME FEEL TRAPPED WITHIN MY PHONE AND I CANT DO ANY THING ABOUT IT. IM ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SEEN, HEARD, VALUED, AND WELCOMED, AND WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN? NO EFFING THING. WHY DO I TRY? WHATS THE POINT IF NO ONES GONNA GIVE A SHEET. DONT BE LIKE “Talk to your friends about it that’ll help!” NO IT EFFING WONT. THATLL MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE. I CANT TALK TO MY LONG DISTANCE BEST FRIEND AND I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO IN WEEKS AND I MISS HIM, BUT THERES NO EFFING THING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. I FEEL LIKE A CHAINED DOWN GHOST IN A ROOM OF NORMAL PEOPLE.
READ BEFORE YOU SAY OR DO ANYTHING: I don’t care if you go “oohhhh why are you cussing that’s baddd-“ shut up. I don’t care if I get banned. I don’t expect anyone to effing care anyway. I don’t care if I seem rude. I dont want any posts about me please. I’m not surprised if this causes me to lose friends. I won’t be shocked.
