hey guys so infinity castle is still $20 but that’s not really what i wanted to talk about. for those of you who follow my story, this is mostly for you guys. y’all are awesome and i want to explain why chapter 3 hasn’t come out yet. so. chapter three is going to be written by my partner @hbughjvbb. she usually does the plot and planning, as well as editing, but she’s writing this chapter for me. i’ve been burnt out lately. i didnt even know how to write the chapter and it was killing me because even though like five people read it, that’s still five people who i kept waiting. most days i don’t feel like getting out of bed. i can’t fall asleep till late at night, and i’m tired in the morning. today, i fell asleep in two different classes. i don’t feel very good about myself sometimes. i feel like i push away people that i love and that love me, like my family and friends. and i don’t know why i’m like this. our brains are weird. i don’t find joy in many things anymore. it’s really just drawing, writing sometimes, and this platform. i stopped reading over the summer, which my mom hates, because she’s a big reader. i don’t eat anything in the morning so i eat a lot at lunch and dinner, which makes me feel bad about my health and eating habits. i don’t like how i look. at all. i don’t feel good in my body. i see myself and all i think is that i need to change it. my face, my hair, that i need to loose weight, that i don’t look good in any clothes, which means wearing baggy things to hide myself. my teachers don’t really seem to like me, most of them at least. i don’t care that much. sometimes i feel like everyone hates me. or is judging me. i want to do something. but i have no energy to do anything. i just want to sleep, or draw. i love drawing and writing, i love watching my favorite anime’s, but the things i do feel like they’re considered weird. or wrong. so i’m so so sorry that i’ve not posted the next chapter. i promise that after this, i’ll try and get better. my amazing friend @hbughjvbb will write this next chapter, and i’ll make the cover. but i promise i’ll try my best when chapter 4 rolls around. thanks guys y’all are awesome sauce -Tea do you guys like my new persona it’s so goofy
