Lunevale Part Two, Whisper - Entry Two I'm afraid of the rain stopping. I'm afraid of the sun shining. Because then finally then I will have something to lose. It makes me scared that I will once again be left with nothing that all of that healing all of that time will burn away to a waste of my efforts. And this sadness has become so normal it's now comforting. I've begun to like the dark the quiet the solitude the rain. And those who are happy always look oblivious and I don't want to be oblivious to everything I now know from everything I felt.