you're gonna need headphones for this one also general trigger warning because its kinda disturbing also made to run in chrome
I once had a dream that was not at all a dream I knew who I was and I knew who they thought I was It was as if the whole world stared at me and not one person believed me And I saw the man they thought to exist like the ghost of a planet around a far-away star And I stared back at the world knowing nobody could truly see me And I called out into the dead universe for signs of anything like me And I got no response knowing nobody was out there to hear me And I couldn’t shake the feeling that not a soul wanted to be around me And I sat there trapped in the rot that consumes me And awake in bed I can only shut my eyes and wish I could weep And wonder what I could have possibly done to deserve this curse And wish for a return to normalcy I never had And let go of a dying hope for a future that will be better And let go of the dream that is not at all a dream