caps // hi uhm i need to yap about school so i have to run back and forth my school several times every day and the library (where i sit in mornings) is halfway across the room from my homeroom, then my first class is across the school entirely every last two days in this cycle i have we have this thing called block days.. half my classes for double the time, and a hellish lunch schedule change today was my first i survived because i had english, orchestra, chinese, and biology - my top 4 favorite classes and the most chill ones because i already know two of the teachers, one is a bookworm yippee, and the other one is super passionate and i like biology so far tomorrow is day two i have history class x2 but those are chill.. geometry which is going to knee me in the stomach because i am not good at math already had to settle for an ~75% on an assignment today because yeah i cant make decimals into fractions we spend a week on it. maybe. back two-three years ago. i cant remember anything i am going to sacrifice lunches -- i have no study halls -- for tutoring if i can or smth like that and also i have gym im the most nonathletic person you will ever find im literally a noodle now story time!! yesterday we went outside for gym and because im dumb i forgot to bring junk to change into so i had to run around a track thing in jean jacket and jeans and do some exercises and junk because it's. gym. and my legs gave out they still hurt when i move and yesterday when i got home i literally could not move comfortably i could not speak i went hoarse an hour after i got home / two and a half hours or so after gym so i set alarm for yoto stream / homework at 10:55 pm and went to sleep i slept from like 5 to 10 before i got up and snagged homework and spent three hours failing to do math, then yoto went live (yotowassan are too early, yoto never late) and i was multitasking around 2 am my cat caught a mouse and was yowling and i came out -- because he usually yowls when he needs to go have a hairball and i was gonna open the door for him and let him outside -- and by the end of the hour he was snoozing, mouse was in his stomach, yoto stream was over, and i was sleeping again anyway i was completely wiped out after that and while i am gonna be smarter tomorrow im still gonna be exhausted i dont care i will do a grade reveal if you care to read this - im in 9th grade but in advanced classes + orchestra so i am around these surprisingly chill 10th graders a lot of the time.. one of them is a senior who shares a stand with me in Orchestra, she's chill and she and my friend's older sister (they're both also in Orchestra with me) started yapping about movies, that was fun to listen to.. if life continues as it has been i will be worn and have time for less on this site during the week, i already havent even been playing holodori as much as i wanted to anyway im watching gachiakuta to calm down because i have been not watching anime for much too long and i need something to occupy my mind it's fire and i successfully picked up some japanese words i already know (since i am watching in japanese with en captions since this way they're fancy and the english voice actors make me mad) black clover rewatch erm eventually, fullmetal alchemist eventually, rising of the shield hero is my comfort show i should watch that, needy girl overdose continuation later i need this content i crave anyway riyo is a diva i love her shes cool can i have more of h- OMG YES SHES HERE IM OUT WE GOT PEAK happy squealing i love shonen <333