This is my first vent/angst art I guess. If you don't care about my personal stuff just skip this one I'm alone. I don't know if I'm ready to accept it but I'll probably be alone for a while. Sure I have friends and my family but when I lay down at night it just feels empty. I feel like I'm missing something from my life. maybe I just need a pet or something to keep me company at night, but it really feels like I'm missing a connection I think it also bleeds into my online behavior. seeking out attention and being overly present and kinda annoying I feel kinda guilty for feeling like this. people are doing much worse in the world, and here I am drawing attention over something minor, but what else can I do? this has been in the back of my mind for a while and maybe the cause of me losing sleep or not sleeping very well, but just writing this out makes me feel a little better
Thanks to the people who choose to read this and thanks for any kind words
