you don't have to read my vent I just need to rant of course on a day I'm feeling incredibly okay with myself today I felt really good, my grades are kind of bad, but I'll get them up. right I drew in Spanish today, practicing other types of body sizes, and it looked good! I was proud of myself then I took a test during the last period of the day and it all went downhill, I got a 15/20, a 75%. I was a bit disappointed in myself but its alright, it was a surprise unit test anyways. Aw man, another grade in the low Bs, just after I failed both of my math quizzes too and those were supposed to be easy...I should study for a math unit test tomorrow ig, even though i'll fail anyways. my mom picks me up and I tell her about the test and she immediately starts yelling at me, well us, till she cant yell without coughing and I cant talk without sounding stupid bc I'm crying I feel stupid I feel like a failure of a daughter I feel ashamed for being bisexual I feel hopeless I want comfort I feel incredibly weak just for posting this my mom genuinely asked what was wrong, but I don't know what is going on I try, feel good about what I might get, then fail anyways I guess I'm just stupid I don't like when my mom yells at me, it hurts me more, and I can't tune it out unlike my dad's yelling at me to stop getting involved with their constant fights I have to stop getting involved with them, stop trying to get them to stop screaming constant slurs at each other safe to say im never missing two days of school again I wanna go back to disneyland and I dont mean that in like a idk brah I'm such a crybaby I thought I was smart I'm failing three subjects I think but then again, it's not failing, just two B-'s and a C- I don't know why I'm overreacting but its the lowest I've had I want to be skinnier but I'm already really small for my age sigh I should stop eating all together but I'm lwk a fat slob and I love eating, sometimes overeating too
don't vent on my vent. ear warning? mizi is one of my self inserts shes so pretty I wished I looked more like her EDIT: I think I failed my math test..hope not. I'll tell u guys when I get the grade back ToT 2nd edit: I got a 89 I’m so happy
