Hello, usually I don’t talk about this type of stuff online. I prefer telling my parents, friends, or teachers. But ik they wont help me with this one :/ (explaining later through this). So I got invited to some weird competition thingy idk. I don’t want to go for lots of reasons. The main 3 are: 1. I’m scared to go and fail 2. I don’t like competing 3. I get stressed easily by this type of stuff So I told my parents i don’t wanna go. My mom really wants me to go. In fact, she already authorized my assistance (while I’m in my school a bus will come and take me to da place). I told my teacher that’s in charge of that if she could cancel the permission and stuff. But no, she told me smth like “bOi, u mUst gO, yk, thIs iS a grEaT hOnoR anD prIviLege.” I really was starting to get pretty stressed (and nervous), so I talked to my friends. THEY LITERALLY TOLD ME DA SAME THING hELP-. One of my best friends started to ask me why I don’t wanna go. Again I was kinda pressured and told her I simply don’t want to. Then we started arguing n stuff and idk I think she’s mad at me ;v. The competition is in like 2 weeks *sobs*. There’s also this girl that makes me feel like I’m hell she recently trapped me in a bathroom (AGAIN) and sprayed me some deodorant thing or whatever. I have breathing problems since that. The worst part is that everyone wants me and expects me to win. This is too much pressure dude
