I'm very sorry you had a difficult time. You must be really stressed and worried. Sometimes when I do or feel like I did something wrong I could have the same exact emotions as you, but that's ok, because I can stop feeling that way for a few seconds and all my stresses and worries have gone away! It's going to be alright.
CREDITS to: @BronzeCubeonScratch for the previous project. @MUGENWarrior for the base of my OC.