uhhhhhhh just let me rant ig story: so to avoid conflict I will not be saying names/pronouns other then they/them, and he/him so yeah. But basically, one of my friends got a boyfriend a while ago. It was fine, its cool. but the problem is, its always about HIM. So the boyfriend is a year older, so my friend had a year of middle school without him. But now that we are all in highschool.. Im tired. My friend is constantly eating lunch with him, or rather, not eating and making their eating disorder my problem. like I don't already have to deal with my own eating disorder. They always hang out with him at lunch, barely even batting an eye at me anymore, like I thought you were my best friend. Im not exactly mad, but sometimes I wonder if I never pushed the boyfriend to say yes to my friend.. Yes, the boyfriend is cool asf, but the problem is, I cant cause conflict because the boyfriend is my partners brother, so we are around each other frequently. I cant even begin to fathom how much it hurts to know that the saying "when he gets a girl he will drop the guys" or however it goes is true. I've been spending lunch with other friends, yes, but sometimes I just really miss my best friend. I wish I could vent that to them, but they will just be all like "oh I didn't see him for a whole year," or "you know I'm possessive of him" I'm just tired man, when we hang out, without the boyfriend, we are great friends. But when he is there with us, its like I'm a ghost. Even in my own home! We were hanging out in my room and they both are on my bed, using my lipstick and kissing/cuddling! I get you guys love each other but calm down, okay? I don't really want to see/hear that from you guys. Im happy for them yes, I just miss my best friend.
the photo was off Google ig
