This was going to be longer but I don't want to talk about myself So to sum it up there's this kid in my school who somewhat ruined my life and I'm not trying to say that like the diary of a wimpy kid type ruin but like really this has been going on for a few years and it really hasn't stopped I thought by now it was going to but no and I wish I could tell you everything they've ever done to me, really but I don't want to think about it it disgusts me a lot even just to think about them I don't know what level of horrible all the things combined are because I'm not good at that but it really makes me sick to my stomach and not want to go to school they do these things I really don't like but whenever I want or even try to say something I really cant It's like I forget how to speak and I hate it I really do I wish I could describe to you the weight the terror the extent of everything they've done but I really don't think English has words for this and I don't want you guys to worry because even just telling a friend one thing they did I can't get the horror on my friend's face out of my head and I really wish I didn't tell my friend because I never want anyone to feel, let alone look that way also because i've made countless projects like this trying to describe what they've done for a while but I always end up deleting it and stuff I really hope this doesn't count as a vent because I don't want it to I want this to be happy but they are really inflicting damage, which they have been doing, but it seems to be more now and I really really do my best to give them excuses and do my hardest to see the good but i'm just really tired i'm not going to lie when they do stuff I just smile because I don't know how to tell them no and things like that maybe they don't take no's but all of that was not really a problem until they joined scratch its been for a while but just today they did something that I guess kinda woke me I think or no I was super tired after that for some reason but idk i'm not going to say their name its fine some of you followed them and idcr to be honest because i'm not going to ruin her life like they did mine for a while I don't know what it was but I didn't like people following them but now I look at that and it doesn't make me any better, so that's dumb yeah I don't mind if you're concerned which you're probably not but just to confirm ykykyky lwky starting to feel freaky again so I have to wrap tis up so like basically I think imma take a break (I dunno yet NGL) because like, yeah man I don't know, anyway I had a pretty chill day and WOW writting this did help me feel better not even lying not fully but you take what you can get twin <333 anyway i'm not gonna leave for forever cause no about of duplications of this person could make me leave you awesome people nah fr you guys peak shout out to YOU anyway, other than that, i'm feeling better now <333 imma be online for a while to decide i'll see if tis gets better yo js now if it don't I'll be fine cause ya'll tuffness infected me so now I'M TUFF sooo, I dunno what else to put ngl should I change the project noow i'mm feeling better? NAH funna CHUDMAX or smth yo shout out to my short kings out there and to Bakugo <33 and choso <33 and tetsutesu <33 yes yes, I called him by his first name/jjjjjjjJJJJJJ uhm, yeah, I think that'll be all have a great day <333
because bread tastes better than key though ngl they look like such a good person on scratch I feel like i'm the bed person now but imma still stay tuff