srry it took me so long to put this on here i got busy kinda jst bouta vent srry. so as yk i gotta temporarily quit scratch cuz my bum parents grounded me for a F in one singular subject while the rest r good!!!! I love how my mom jst has this gift box i made her tossed on a pile of clothes that took days 4 me to make. Also i made her custom stickers and theyre under her nasty cup. my dad lowky does the same thing uh so this vent btw kinda gonna be abt anything/everything my math class flipping sucks like leave me alone at least im actually working too flipping bad 5 questions takes me *i dont wanna say how long* like go away anyways uh ive been thinking abt being trans for a while and my parents r not supportive as sum of yall know and uhhh it's rough :D like bro i dont like being a girl also why does everything gotta be boy or girl like where do the non binanarys or the agenders or anyone else comfortably use the restroom? ik there's those family restrooms and staff restrooms but at school ur usually not allowed to use them. (TYSM to those places with one restroom that says everyone or smtn) its so sad like I'm genderfluid but I'm too scared to use the guys room like I feel like they're gonna kick me out or tell or smtn so I just use the girls even when I don't feel like a girl its so stupid ugh so im jst so stupid i dont feel yk liek i cant explain cuz of scratch like why be alive? i mean i have my friends (irl and in here) and my cats but ugh i hate scratc wont left me word this how i want. lets jst all “hang out” together! Jk (mostly) take care of yourself. U deserve to live. (i dont) who will notice w one star disappears from the sky? Yea dont even try to comfort me i def love being like this!!! >:D fun fact i googled what i'm feeling and teres 2 types-im both!!!!!!. also can someone tell me is it normal to only feel like “this” when I'm not in a good mood but want to live when I am in a good mood? So yea um idk what to put can someone jst talk to me idc please no sympathy comments like i get ur trying to be nice but it just ugh i dont believe any compliments anyone gives me like no im not pretty i look like a rat who hates themself anyways so yea i luv yall but nothing like dat plz and ty :3 so anyways yall got any song recommendations? i like vocaloid, indie/pop rock,stomach book, jack stauber, idc if it has cuss words but please no christian or country i swear k ty 4 reading ily (if anybody says u need to turn to god im gonna km- cant say that on scratch frick) edit: I have a D- in that subject now but my dad said I'm not getting ungrounded til its an A which when I got grounded he said when it improves so yea that's stupid edit #2: I got ungrounded my grade's a b- now also I think I'm genderfluid fr now
