read notes and credits <3 there's a lot down there and here too: the background is the lyrics to the song "Praying" by Kesha. its one of my moms favorites... and mine<3 thanks guys. the speaking part of this song is very powerful...lyrics as well. Happy national prevention month, your special <3 I feel like Robin Williams <3 RIP king he's been all over my feed...I feel so bad for him, he needed someone to help. "give me your eyes, I need sunshine" we all deserve sunshine <3 LISTEN TO Wolf Parade's "I'll Believe In Anything" its great, its one of the MANY music types I love.
well lets begin... before I was born my mom Kaity, had horrid parents and was put into the system and adoptive by Dave and Ruthie(papa and gma), well she following in her parents steps started doing dr^g$ and S3lfH@rm. She met my dad and they basically just partied and ruined themselves, Then at 20 she got pregnant with me, they didn't want me, I was an accident. Well they wanted a boy and I clearly wasn't, So double disappoinment. well they had me and continued to mess themselves up then my baby brother James was born and that's when things got bad. Kaity knew she shouldn't be our parent and that we needed to get away. She tried to give me to Dave and Ruth and my dad (Kelly) didn't want to so he promptly kidn@pp3d me and h!t my mom. He broke her jaw in 4 places and got 7 yrs in J@!l.(I haven't seen him in about 12 years) well I finally got taken and my mom was found with my brother about a year later Dr&nk in a hotel with him(he was about 2). He got given to me and for 3 years my mom would come and go, get my hopes up and let me down on and off. She finally connected with her bio mom and left us. She also got prego in those 3 years and had my baby brother Jayden <3 his dads name is Jesse and he was truly great he did drug$ too but he truly was a father figure for me, I miss him so much and I truly can never explain to anyone how much I love this man, I consider him my father, not Kelly. Well eventually my grandparents decide theyre rlly old and move to Georgia to be with their bio kids. So me my brother James and my gma and papa move to Georgia. Then while I was there my MH plummeted and I got.....assaulted at school. People,mainly kids were cruel and there was a lot, I also got my first bf AND after my first gf. I was depressed and my mom continued to be in and out of my life. Then I got (censored for my own self) and I had to completely change, I get yelled at for everything and I'm not good enough for them,. I also have been experiencing a lot of MH problems, A LOT...Uhm well 3 years ago my mom was buying dr2g$ (at this time she went missing) and her dealer laced them with something rlly bad (drink name) and she d!3d in his apartment and he dumped her b0dy in a park. There's a lot more, like alot. I basically am a bad omen. I feel very unlucky and horrid but its ok.
