~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ time: midnight place: urchinclan cat: clamaitykit ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ it was dark. I was used to this by now. the darkness. it never showed. I hid it. I kept it in my heart. sometimes. it was fun. the stealing. the fighting. the feeling of power in my veins. but. it was heavy. so, so heavy. I didn't want to go. I didn't want to leave the cats I knew. my friends. my siblings. fatepaw. I was so young. I had enough life in me. right? but everyday felt the same now. wake up. eat. chat. play. sleep. repeat. I want to be a warrior. to fight for my clan. to make my clan proud. to make it great again. but. I wouldnt. I wont ever hunt. I wont chase a cat from the border. wont k!ll. wont have a mate or kits. I saw no future for myself. no love or care I would give. I felt the water of the sea sallow me. wet and dark. the weight of my flicker of life falling away as I sunk. I'm sorry. I'm sorry fervor for stealing the only time we ever talked. I'm sorry aureate and zenith. the siblings I will never speak to in the living. I'm sorry my friends. I'm sorry the cats I should have met. I'm sorry fate. for letting you down. please. don't forget me. the world will, please. keep me in your hearts. good bye. I'm sorry.
so as you can tell Callie has been oofed. I feel so sad. I love her design and had so many plans but I just. lost all motivation. I've had 17 UC cats and only 1 other clan one so it felt all to similar. Callie will love all the cats she knew when alive. I feel bad that she barley even lived to one moon but I needed a change.
