I haven’t been feeling myself lately. I haven’t been taking care of myself lately. I haven’t been letting myself have a good amount of sleep. I have been ignoring my tasks and friends a lot, pretending that one mistake would make them all leave me and I have lately have started believeing that I was alone. Though, after I got an adequate amount of sleep today, things have been much easier. But being here on this sight… for some reason brings my mood down. I have been obseccisvly checking my messages for ANYONE to talk to and respond to… I haven’t done that today yet but,,, I really need a break. I hope you all understand. I just… wanted to… wanted someone to see this is all. Right? Idk why I did this but, at least some people will see this and hopefully under The mental state I am right now. I love you all, I’ll be doing better in real life, I just can’t be here so much anymore.
I also miss him… a lot. Anyways… I wish you all a very fond farewell.
