Warning: this contains mentions of death, themes of depression and unbelievable cuteness. if you can't handle these I suggest you don't read the following SRP- C.C.C ✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧.・゜-: ✧☾I'm Blue.☽✧ :-゜・.✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧ Anemone was walking the beach, the wind blowing through her fur, she was upset, she needed a moment, she needed to be away from all other cats, here right now at barely sunup to be sure no cat would bother her, she looked at the sky breathing softly before she whispered aloud "Mom? are you happy? happy up there in the stars? We miss you... all of us I'm sure, Dad, my brothers and sisters... I..I miss you, I'm sorry I didn't spend more time with you..." Ane felt tears sting her eyes, the ones she'd held back for so long, she begun to cry "It isn't fair! Why did you have to go when you did?" Nem cried, her paw holding her seashell necklace, shells, she and her mother had talked about those, her mother also had a collection, though Mon didn't know where she kept it. "It isn't fair that Houndpaw doesn't like me back-..." Ane continued, letting her tears flow "He likes another...He c-cares about me, b-but not in the same way..." Nem sobbed, feeling that inner darkness growing, as if tentacles of darkness were going to burst out of her chest and strangle her... the cold wind blew through her fur as she sat there on the sand, watching the clouds. ･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧.・゜-: ✧☾Ba da de bo da☽✧ :-゜・.✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ Seeing the Clouds Anemone did her best to think of those she was lucky to have, she wanted to try and feel the light they brought her again. Craftypaw...Her best friend. Crafty approved of her liking her brother, Crafty was always there for her, They made a promise to always be there and strive to help each other, her eyes caught the sun just like her brother, and her words always seemed to make Mon feel lighter. Anemone didn't know what she'd do without her. Crafty was brave, she'd manged to move on, her and hound after losing their father, she's a med cat, she has to save lives and heal others, such a brave cat. Fatepaw...Her first and good friend, She'd checked on her after Nem lost her mom, She'd laughed with her and they had promised they wanted to explore the lands in the clouds together one day, ambitious and strong. Mon wasn't sure what she'd do if she where gone either. She was brave. Fate was going to soar and Ane was going to try and keep up with her. she was always the one bird flying in the back of the flock Houndpaw...she wasn't a grounded bird thanks to him, he'd gotten her Codsplash, oh Hound can we be friends still? Hound always made her feel the sunlight just by talking, smiling, she'd helped him and he'd helped her, but he still didn't love her. Anemone couldn't really blame him. She was a grounded bird when they had first spoken, weak and doomed to die, he believed he could help her that she would like the others, fly and soar. it hadn't happened yet, she was flying lopsided. How could he love someone so weak? Some cat who hadn't fought once in her life, he had scars, he had marks to show he was brave. moved on after losing his father. please can we still be friends? CodSplash... my mentor, you took the useless bird under your wing and taught it to fly, Hound took me to you and you help me, Ane was so so lucky she'd taken her in. Deepabyss... her father, he was there, encouraged her about her feelings about hound, listened to her as a kit jabber about pretty things. Had been the deputy for clan's sake Dad please promise you won't leave me... And all her siblings, they also felt this darkness but they could still help each other. So many cats to bring her up, to show her light. But Anemone still feel that darkness... she wasn't as brave as any of them. ✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧.・゜-: ✧☾I'm Blue.☽✧ :-゜・.✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧ Why couldn't she? Anemone didn't know, she was really doomed wasn't she? but no one wanted her to know that, maybe they are all trying to keep her in a false reality... it was then something shook Anemone from all these thoughts, all these doubts and day nightmares. somewhere from the beach she could her small...chirping noises? it wasn't like the caw's of the seagulls or as loud as the song birds, it was tiny...Anemone found that for some reason, she had to find the source of this sound, she walked the beach, feeling the grainy sand between her paws, the cloud wind blowing in her fur the smell of salt with each roar of a crashing wave. somhow she could still hear the small Chirp over it all. it got louder as she moved closer down the beach, her Gray-blue eyes scanned the sand, as she walked forward, the chriping had momentarily subsided, suddenly it sounded as if it was right in her ear. Nem looked down to see a pile of seaweed? no, not just that something was moving in there, something small and blue, Ane moved the seaweed aside, pulling back the slimy green until she saw it, staring right back at her. it was a tiny blue bird. a small chick that chirped at her.[cont below]
[continued from above] She pulled it out, gently with her paw and set it down on the sand, it's feathers were wet and ruffled, it must have gotten caught in the wind and washed ashore. Mon considered what to do for a moment, it was so small it wasn't any good as prey, plus, it was small, a baby! Ane couldn't kill something so innocent in her right mind, that would be like killing a kit!, it looked up at her, it's small little eyes almost pleading in a way, this bird...it was just like her, why, it was. grounded and helpless. Anemone stoked the feathers gently, realizing the small creature was shivering. Mon brought it right up to her, curling her tail around it, it gave out a small noise that almost sounded happy and Nem felt her heart melt, the darkness for the moment subsiding with this small little bird of light, he was adorable.. the chick rested it's head on her tail, closing it's eyes and falling asleep, as if not realizing the possible danger it could be in. Anemone decided then. She would be keeping him. She wouldn't leave a fellow grounded bird, she knew a few other cats that had birds, surly she could see too it that this bird learned to fly and then if it wished, once he was ready, he could go. but Mon hoped he would stay, he was hers. her bird. he was...Blue. That was what Nem thought of, Blue. she'd call him that for now she supposed, until she thought of something better, carefully lifting the bird she placed him on her back and begun to pad back to camp. she would have to show crafty her new friend. [ERP] ･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧.・゜-: ✧☾Ba da de bo da☽✧ :-゜・.✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ Thoughts: I really enjoyed typing this, it makes me happy to give Anmone a little Corvid (blue jay variant) in her time of trails, she's been so down and now I finally gave her something to be happy about, I love Blue so much and if you could draw him and Anemone I'd love that , I gotta work on a ref that will include his chick, adolescent and adult versions, I wanna say that Blue isn't that young, he is like the kind of chick that's about to leave the nest and fly in a few days kinda old so he'll be growing up fast :'> I love him already ahhh- also this my first companion since the update because I finally locked in >:3 Creidts: Song: Eiffel 65 – Blue (Da Ba Dee) Anemone belongs to me was designed by @Inky_rp ! Mentions: Craftypaw- @hippogriff16 Fatepaw - @Tovioupop Houndpaw- @MoonclawedCatWC Codsplash- @Fallendrop Deepabyss [father] - @Inky_rp Ochreserenity[Mother]- @wyv3rn_fl1ght- and the star of this Blue! her brand new blue jay companion :D
