lyrics: i bend my head i bend my spine forever you hold my hand and know i hold your hand too hard grew up in a circle soft broken skin, so rough there was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen i swear it never gets easier i swear it never gets better i know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together too bad, so much gets said but, what gets it done? what gets it done? i know i look dumb the type of dumb you would want i want a lot to be blunt its like you’re right all along i wanted to be in love i wanted to feel love but i’m just not like that i wanted to be in love i wanted to feel love but i’m just not like that i, i wanted something more than you could give i, i, i wanted something more than you could give me i hope you get to stay the way you are i start to lose my posture my spine sticks out the back of my neck my hand, hitched up on angles so broken, skin still so rotted the touch of a finger in the wound is never enough for me, no i swear it only gets easier i swear it only gets better i know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together if the road becomes the goal, we’ll ride it out to blackness i try so hard all f —— ing day all my efforts work backwards
devi mccallion, this song is searchable on her youtube channel and on girls rituals discography.
