i'm moving to @CH40SC4PT41N IT'S GOING TO BE OFFICIAL ON THE 8TH. ALRIGHT GUYS? DON'T INVITE ME TO STUFF, DON'T FOLLOW ME HERE. GO SEE ME AT @CH40SC4PT41N GOT IT? And this is Pixel, my ninja-gremlin superhero UwU (It has been required by my mother that whenever I draw pixel in costume, I need to say that she's being a ninja, not a Muslim. NOTHING AGAINST YOU GUYS THOUGH, JUST MY MOTHER.) Speaking of the mother of mine... I'm not sure. I love her, she's a great mother, but just a few minutes ago, I was reading. Then she called me downstairs. Then yelled at me for "how can you be reading when the living room's a mess!?" I haven't been in that darn room for over 24 hours. My brother made decorations for a welcome home party for my dad. Completely out of paper and rubber bands. My mom kept asking him, "are you going to clean up when you're done?" he said "Yep, I promise I'll clean it all by myself." he kept saying that. over and over until it was annoying. Then I had to clean them up because I was reading when the living room was a mess. i'm not sure what to say to be honest. I love my mom, I love my brother, I love my family, but sometimes they drive me insane. "Trust the process" "Your mother knows what she's doing" hahaha i don't think she does. i want to stand out in school for by beliefs. I want to try to be a good, spiritual example for my friends. What's holding me back? The fear that my mom is going to yell at me for that. "Don't do that anymore, it's not good." WHAT? I'm sorry, but I thought I'm SUPPOSED to stand up for my beliefs? Yeah, this happened once. Of course I didn't say anything, that would just get me in more trouble. So, yeah. That's my mess. I'm probably going to exercise my freedom in speech in school this year and see how my classmates and teachers react, then see what my mom thinks. Honestly, I think I should share more with my dad. I don't spend enough time with him, and I want to know what he thinks of my uhmmmm boldness lol see yall later
