1 am releases is just my upload schedule now, and if I miss it, I believe the term is S***post honestly, I might as well say it. I don't wanna confess. mostly because if I do, I find myself in between a rock and a hard place. every outcome is bad. either she rejects me, and I get depressed for a couple days, (arguably the better option) or she says she feels the same. and what do I do with that? do I kiss her? do I scoop her into my arms? do I buy movie tickets I can't afford? what if she tries to kiss me? what happens when I break open? i'm not prepared for a yes! and anyway, there's no chance of her saying she likes me back! she is almost certainly just 100% platonic with me. my friend, who knows her, says that she says "I love you" to her friends all the time. an "I love you" in a yearbook (in pink. with a little heart next to it.) probably means nothing to her. no, rewinding and inducing amnesia is the best option. if I accidentally forget to finish this project, then i'm sorry.
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