--- i'm a dumb teen boy .. about the applicant heya ! i'm @.shirestones , aka shire, soda or seraph! i'm an autistic agender transmasc person and use he/it/hy/blox/xe (though all non fem pronouns + all pronouns on my profile are chill.) my activity is generally a 6/10 but due to burnout + school starting soon it could fluxuate. I have summer for a bit more though and will definitely be active during school as long as scratch isn't blocked, so I'd say as long as nothing goes wrong my activity will be up to an 8/10 by september :3 I have had two characters in gens before - sunsymphony and pitcherpour !! --- I eat sticks and rocks and mud .. why do i want the kit? I'm applying for the stunning sonata !! sonata’s so pretty and playing loner characters is In all honesty I'm not great at the "why do you deserve this kit?" part ^^" I'd love sonata sososososo much, but I don't doubt that someone else will just as much as I will. So, uh. N/A I guess. --- I don't care about the government, and I really need a hug .. identity sonata will be a trans man. i'm not quite sure what pronouns he'll use- definitely he/hy/bug at least. this application will use he/him for consistency (and because it’s his preference) sonatakit will be pretty fem and use she/her at least until apprenticeship. sonata will be aroacespike panromantic, and his attraction for a cat will fluxuate between platonic and romantic (though it is usually romantic.) once is polyamorous. --- I feel stupid (stupid!) ugly (ugly!) .. personality simplified : pos .. compassionate, creative, clever, alert neu .. goofy,ambitious, aloof, distrusting neg .. jealous, selfish, distractable, easily angered complex : sonata seems to always have his head in the clouds. he has a great love for everything natural and loves to think outside the box. he often gets lost chasing butterflies or birds around camp with a placid look upon his face, as if there is nothing in the world besides the creature he has his eyes on. his attunement to the world around him makes him very aware of his surroundings, though this is the same reason he’s always distracted. ollie tends to keep his loved ones at an arms length, cracking jokes but attempting to avoid any meaningful connections to avoid betrayal. despite this, once genuinely cares about the people he’s close to, and does his best to ensure their happiness, though he never wants to rely on them in the same way. seeing other people achieve his goal fills sonata with jealousy. he wants to succeed so much, and he’s putting in his best effort- it’s just not fair, it’s not! --- pretend it doesn’t bother me .. misc and trivia . codeword is in here nicknames : ollie , sun , once , sing-song, goose favorite season : spring human au ramblings : i have an idea for what his deadname would be but im not sharing lol ^^” um his chosen name would be solar and he’s a bit of a loser /pos . he plays the guitar and his favorite dessert is smores !! he’s gone camping once and he liked it a lot . he probably has a youtube channel where he makes fansongs for his favorite series . he bleached his hair . um idk what else to put here hes like if i was me . his human au favorite animal is some kind of bird . probably a goose he seems like the type of guy to get really into untitled goose game . --- i’m not very strong, but i’ll rough you up if you’re mean to bugs .. future plans ollie would realize he’s trans a bit after he’s six moons old, and this would cause a pretty major shift in personality in which he abandons all of his kithood interests and tries to hide everything he has in common with his childhood self . he doesn’t want to be seen as vulnerable so he puts up walls and pushes everyone away from him out of fear that they’ll still see him as his past self . something drastic happens (like an injury or a fight) and he realizes that he’s been making himself miserable and living a lie because he’s afraid . then he lets himself be vulnerable and care for people again and lives happily ever after (OR he never realizes what’s wrong and stays in this terrified limbo state out of fear)
sonata designed by @cedarkit_the_insane --- it’s getting cold, down here underneath the weather .. family dynamic coral : sonata enjoys coral’s presence as a kit. aer forgiveness is something that he greatly appreciates as a cat who makes a lot of mistakes, but in the future, he will begin to see his parent’s overprotectiveness as a hindrance. coral would be one of the first cats ollie begins to push away- he sees her as something that ties him down to his past self, someone he so desperately wants to get rid of. in his heart, however, he loves her deeply, and he appreciates her wisdom and guidance. he likely follows starclan as a kit, though in his effort to shed his past he may turn towards the darkness in adolescence. whether he returns to his father’s teachings depends on whether he recovers, though even if he doesn’t, he’ll always appreciate how much she cared for him as a child. sonata is very clingy and hangs around coral for most of his kithood. katniss : katniss is an inspiration to the young sonata, who wants to be as strong and free-spirited as she is . he really likes the gifts she gives and he treasures anything that reminds him of her . he doesn’t stick around her as much as he does around coral - katniss is like a north star to him, something to strive for, rather than an anchor to be tied down to . the independence she offers sonata and his siblings is something he’ll always treasure . during his adolescence, sonata would likely be more conflicted on how to feel about katniss . she lets him be anything he wants to be, and he appreciates that, but if he can be anything and she’ll still love him, how can he abandon that? katnicoral as a concept : once sonata realizes his two parents are in love and not just friends, he thinks it’s hilarious !! goose wants to cause as much mischief as possible with this knowledge, so it’s a good thing he’s not quite good at messing with people yet . little freak . I might do relationships with other applicant’s versions of his siblings however i might be lazy and not you knever know kndo knyou
